...::Seasons..

Happy Smile

I am so happy as i an on my way to Bangkok the place of shopping now i am using the airport's free internet to write this blog and by the way what do you want if i were to give you a chance anything from bangkok what do you want???

Love?
Sex?
Money?
Toys?
Food? or what ? think about it everybody in their life wants sonething but whether can they achiveve it is another problem so think through what do you really want?????What i want is a relationship not love but good friendships that last and most of all i want people to know my music and my poems and health so ask yourself what you want ask from the lord and he shall give you see you bye bye

Marcusjun walked through the seasons at 31.1.06

I have a so called friend he is in my class and when he is in class he seems to be able with the boys very well but with the girls just about there. Actually i admire him as he gets respect from the guys whereas i dont but i have also a point i am well accepted by the girls and that is so cool. Ok get back and so this happen today when we had our house meeting and he and i is in the same house .After the meeting ended we went home i was with a grp of gals and guys and we were n the bus and i suddenly saw this guy whom i thought i knew and indeed he is . He is alone walking to the mrt station seeing this make me think where is his so called friends??? I feel so sad for him being lonely think about this is a friend that i have spent 1 yr with and i have also spent 1 yr giving in and trying to understand him but after some time i have given up why??????????????/ Because i think it is very tiring to keep on giving in and trying to understand a person when this person dont even care and so why should i bother????? So me nad him we are drifting very very far apart me and him now we are like close strangers in the same class but treat each other as though we are not present at all so sad right but at least i am happy with my life.

Happy Smile

Marcusjun walked through the seasons at 19.1.06

Have you ever wondered there are different times in our life and from these times we have learnt to grow and sometimes that part of us dies?

Sad times::::Waiting

Who doesent have sad times ? Tell me but it is how we get back up that matters.
Let me tell you a story>This story is about a guy

He had many good friends in his life but there are a few that are the best of the best.they have been friends for many years but as times goes by they seems to drift further and further away from each other.And so this guy he wants to reconcile their friendship and so he always ask around for issues about his friend and if that friend has some activities he would go back to school and see whether anything has happened or not and at times he will walk and pass the school and wait at the bus-stop that his friend takes.Wait and wait and finally after many waitings he have decided to stop all the waiting.And just carry on with his life but every time he meets his friend he will feel so sad and a urge to tell his friend that " HEY! I am alive you know talk to me!"But eveytime he just let his chances go and fly pass.And everytime he feels like computer-human relationship .you think that the computer knows what you shld do or doing but actually the computer doesnt know a shit.So this is how the guy feels....

Happy times

Of course! Humans will have happy times and the happy times for the guy is that everytime his friend says hi his heart will melt and he could daze the whole day just because of that moemehnt of Hi.

so people listen up! Look around you and see is there any friends that you have missed.Because you dont know what that friend is doing secretly.Waiting at the bus-stop,reading his old messages or drinking coffee.And so on so look around you and observe and you will see that one special friend.

Marcusjun walked through the seasons at 10.1.06