
Saturday, July 29, 2006
I just get to discharged from CDC because i am admitted as a dengue fever patient.During those days in Ward 72 Room 10 I made a lot of friends with the nurses .although most of them are quite old and mama but i still quite enjoy their company afterall they are the ones who took care of me during those times. Everytime they pull a trolley i will know its time to take my .blood pressure and temp . I have been in the hospital for 4 days and i can say i start to miss there and them.
inside CDC there is really nothing to do to see just a place for you to relax and heal and thats wat i did . Really rest and heal there.There are so many thoughts i have there and i started to feel that being sick is just another chapter . A chapter for us to learn to love our life and family.So i really hope those who have the idea to commit sucidie to dont be foolish. There are so many patients who grab for their lives and so we ,while have life should not waste it .
I have also learnt that the differences in life i used to have, might just be a passing cloud same for humans. So many ppl i used to adore, trust ,love and respect just disappoint me and so wat should i do brood ???? No i have decided to let go !!!
Letting go is the best help given
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