Saturday, October 28, 2006
Hi people i know you may like this format but i just wanna inform you all that i have found a new spot and my new spot is : www.marcusjun.multiply.com so you all can go read mymost updated blog, download music that i have uploaded , view my sicky pictures videos but most importantly if u need notes can download from there.
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Here all all of my notes that i have so if really needed download and use it , just study this will do: So thats all i have for the rest please call me to get it
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Thursday, October 26, 2006
Rosy: What to say about this gal . Sorry people but i have to mention her cos me and her we shared somthing in the afternoon so i feel like writing this for her. So sorry in the future u may get to read your personalised blog post.
She is a nepal gal. Who is very attractive when she puts on her make up but one thing is that she is very rough for a gal . I can still remember that in sec 3 me and her we always sit side by side to do our group work and i can tell u me and her we always have fun and studies. Many secrets are shared between us , but really wat to say about rose . Ofh before i forget she's oso very good friend and very inspirational . Why ??? Because she dosent like to do work often and so she make me feel very obliged to help her. So rose thank you for being in my life at least there is a real ethnic friend i have in ,my life.
Now get on to public concert, many some may heard me sing but some may not . But whatever the case, i didnt get in BUT my song that i composed got in and one of the girl participating in the concert will be singing it . Although i may not get to sing my own song but at least allowing a worthy person to sing my song i am happy. I really just cant believe that the teachers will actually choose to uyse my song . Maybe its the start of sumthing new. So now public concert is a committment. But o's is the main thing watver it is for that gal really hope that she can sing the song with the feelings i had when i am writing this song .
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Saturday, October 21, 2006
so thats my class mate : dont u find that we are all one big family .And we kiss kiss her and we lick lick there. We are one big sexy fan.
These are my pictures of my classmates. Do you think they are cute? But i am the cutest right??? Sure. Promised them to write my thoughts :
Dorcas: THe human outcaste friend. But realise she is also a bit tai wan mei
Karen: My da jie or our da jie . She is also my sister-in-law bcos of >>>>>. Anyway love her laughters.
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Thursday, October 19, 2006
Why is there a imaginary line between the both of us now ??? Walking with JJ then found out that there's nothing to talk bout , b4 leaving our friend SS , JJ said :The feeling very funny everyone talking abt le" And so happened i heard it . And from that time i knew what is going on about that mistaken shit again. From the time we walked from staircase to bus-stop we didnt even say anything .The feeling is really very weird. we used to be best of pals but now?? Nothing to talk about. I rather not walk the same route as JJ. But i wont do it cos i have to go home . Just becos of what others say or just bcos wat u feel ?? I am not saying that personal feelings is not trustable it is just that is this thing really happening ??? Must we really avoid one another 100% . Everyone knows my style JJ as my friend know even better but what has happened to us ??? Really dont know what has happened?? Is it bcos of that outing , if it is i wish we didnt go out at all in the past , now , and in the future.
The imaginary line is just there already. no matter how much we bluff ourselves that nothing happened but things did happen and it changed our lives. I changed my view about JJ . Avoiding ,avoiding and avoiding is the word.
I can ensure u JJ , from 2days onwards u will not get to hear Marcus and JJ , Marcus and JJ anymore. No more empty waiting, no more hopes just leave things as it is. In future it will be Marcus , JJ . If thats wat u want i can give in . Anyway me feeling like this is normal le . It is ppl who forced me to give up friendships . Not myself. It takes 2 maintain a relationship , i have always been doing it but wat abt u ????
For now if o's is the thing then i have to agree but prom ? Public concert?? You are the last one i want to get involved with. THat is to ensure : NO MORE MARCUS AND JJ.
So ppl who are reading this, u should be able to sense my resentment and disappointment. And i can tell u its true. Nothing to hide.
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Tuesday, October 17, 2006
Ppl dont u feel like something is wrong ???? Do you know that i have been clinging to a friendship that dosent even seems real. Hoping that one day someone would turn back to say Hello,Hi ,Any problems lately and how are u feeling rather than only asking for favours,favours and favours. This kind of "care and concern" is killing me and burning me inside. Although some ppl say loud ppl tend to be acid and protective ppl tend to be alkali and when they react they are neutralized . Ya thats one good thing is that each others flaw will be cancelled out but has any observe the product formed? Salt and water only is wat we get . Those in Yappy Yap's class would know she likes to say this . Water is what everyone needs and so it is like a metaphor for gossip . Everyone needs gossipt to survive. And what about salt ? Is it always useful ??? Sometimes it is but most of time is not . To me its not . So funny i can lie to myself for so long that i have a perfect friendsip with that person . But i am not . So what can i do ??? Leave this person alone ??? Can i really let go of this friendsip ??? Tell me ! Tag me !
Dont worry is not Grace cos she is my hao jie mei . Always with me and supporting me . As for Grace want to tell you this : Time and time when ppl leave me ,you will always be there for me . And i really treasure this . Wu lun wo zai na li dang wo hui dou kan you are always there. The one who dosent leave me.
As for the girl who leaves very very near sch, i just wanna tell u that i dont treat u like tissue . I admire yourself daring attitude for eveything and you make me be strong so thank you .
As for others like jia min,gen,xin yi and so many others, i believe that you are the ones who always make and help MARCUS TEO XIAN JUN maintain his smiles and really love the times you all make me laugh . Thanks and btw i am crazy over one gal? Who is she go guess????
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Saturday, October 14, 2006
I am so sad that i cried 3 times yesterday , first time is in sch bcos i have to say a goodbye to all the teachers who taught me for so many years especially my lovers : Mrs Raji Raj and Ms Yap , Ms toh ,Muzi. Can you believe it? Yesterday was the last time i get to see them already. Then after thanking the teachers and crying with them i left school with Grace and Ying Qi and we went to eat ice-cream i had a double cone ,grace and ying qi had it too . We have : Mocca coffee, Rum and raisins , watermelon sorbet , milk tea ,Chocolate and also Strawberry yogurt. Can you believe all these flavours seems so erotic dosent it ? Ok watever later upload some picutres we took . After ying qi have to leave to meet sharon then left me and grace then we chat lo and chat. Then he msg over saying about studying tml which is today . Ok then after sometime we went off and we sat at the bus-stop and grace said hope that our friendship will last long and i said if we dont work hard for it , it wouldnt happen . So friendship must be maintained by people constantly. Then i said next time in 10yrs time we may have changed face then we may meet somewhere and fall in love then after we fall in love then we reliase that in the past we are classmates once. So thats why i think it can be happened. Ok watever it is i love her and she love me we are one big family of FRIENDS . Dont misunderstand me ok ?? So after she left i cried again . Why because i know its the end of our student life already although we may still meet but at that time i feel like this so i cried.
Then in the night i wen to mac to get filet o fish for moses then saw "IW" and chocolate W and so i didnt talked to them at all but they can over. But i was very sad at that point of time bcos i dont know wh7y our friendsip can be like this and so feel like i made a choice between A and them and i choose A but i regretted.
Watever it is i cried and thats it so i also dont feel like crying so just hope people you all can tag me.
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Tuesday, October 10, 2006
So many things happen today, first i get to know that jeradine is kinda cute and very funny person plus karen and teresea and that corner ppl. Its so funny being with them cos they make me feel like in this world there is no unhappiness.
But there is unhappiness, why just cant people trust me ? I know i tend to blunt out stuff of others but the things i blunt out is normally not very important so i dont mind saying it .Although some people may not feel very comfortable but i know i dont mind other people sayin me because others commenting on me is also not the 1st time . So its ok . But i cant believe that A can actually question my intergity . Why? we are friends for dont know how many years but A can still doubt me ? Is It because i keep saying things out or becos i am marcus ? Thats y ? Although A said sorry for like at least 10 times but i still feel a bit sad and disappointed ? Why do i feel so much disappointment nowadays ? Dun want to know also .So just hope god will protect me and love me .
And i want to say thank you to gen , rose and jia min for keep on reading my blog and so i will keep loving u all
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Saturday, October 07, 2006
After hearing wat u said i am not angry or dislike you its just that i am diappointed as i said . Be cause i cannot imagine my friend to not know why things happen in such as way, I know your main intention but you should oso know i wont mind so much of wat others say isn't ?? Its just so funny that it comes from you.Why dont you know how i feel and why am i reacting this way ??? Is it you never understand me ? I dont think so because we are friends for so long already for this issue i also dont want to explain because you oso know the main reason . So i just hope that we coulds just live on and stop thinking about the past ................................................
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